I’ve been meaning to post an update ever since I made that whiny self-pitying post on Christmas Eve. Things have just been so crazy.
Christmas wound up being ok. I sat up all night Christmas Eve wrapping gifts, catching up on DVR, and drinking a little bit (not as much as I expected!). I slept till about 11 Christmas morning. When I hadn’t heard from Ex by 11:30 (he was supposed to have the kids home by noon), I texted him and asked him if he was bringing them home AT NOON or if I needed to come get them AT NOON. Hint hint hint. He said if I wanted them at noon I’d have to come get them. I was hoping he wouldn’t do anything stupid when he said that.
I got over to his house right at noon and when I knocked on the door, Her mother answered the door. I’ve seen some things this woman has posted about me on FB (apparently she’s not smart enough to realize there are two sides to every story and his version makes no sense at all!) and it appears that she was encouraging him to divorce me before we even separated. Yeah, I’m thrilled to see that this woman got to spend Christmas morning with my kids instead of me! Oh well, I guess these are the things divorced mothers have to learn to suck up. At least the mother lives 4 hours away so the kids won’t be around her very often and from what I can tell, the girlfriend herself is much more discreet around the kids.
I kind of felt guilty making the kids leave when I did. When he proposed that the handoff happen at noon, I fussed that it wasn’t fair to the kids because it meant they just had to open presents and run. I wanted them to be able to enjoy Christmas day without all the running around and tension. He insisted that it should be noon and I caved. So now this year I felt like I should hold him to the agreement that he fought for. I could have let the kids stay at his house later but I was selfish and wanted them home to have our Christmas. So I’m human. (Besides that, any time I offer him extra time with the kids, he twists that around to I’m “dumping” the kids on him or don’t want them myself.)
This part is going to sound like whining but you have to know that I’m laughing and rolling my eyes when I write it. I’m really not upset about it…I think it’s hilarious. When I walked in to get the kids, Squirt came running up to show me his new video game then immediately started crying that it’s too hard and he hates it. (Yes, I’m working on teaching him to accept gifts a little more gracefully!) Pork Chop came running over to show me his new video game. After Ex told me he wasn’t going to get it for him, I juggled some money around and spent most of the day fighting the Walmart Christmas crowd to buy one and some games to go with it. Well, I guess Ex changed his mind and decided to buy it…but all he could find was a pink/purple one so he got that…and no games to go in it. I asked him if he had the box so I could return it and let Pork Chop have the green one I bought but he said the box was ripped up and I should just give that one to a little girl we know. I really thought he was going to cry…he was so bummed about both of the games. I felt sorry for him…he actually tried to do something nice and it bombed. I’ve certainly been there enough times!
When we got home and the boys started opening their gifts here, half the stuff Squirt opened he told me he already had. When I unpacked the stuff from their dad’s house, I figured it out. MIL had e-mailed me a couple of weeks ago asking what the boys “need” for Christmas. I was nice about it but made it very clear that they have everything they need….one of their parents takes care of their needs! I did make several suggestions for appropriate gifts but I also told her several things that my parents and I had already gotten them. For instance, I told her that they like board games that we can all play together but we’ve already got Memory, Candy Land, Chutes and Ladders, and Hi-Ho Cherry-o. Squirt really wants Hungry Hungry Hippos so that would be a good one for her to get and anything else that Pork Chop can play without much help. What did she buy for them? Memory, Candy Land, Chutes and Ladders, and Hi-Ho Cherry-o. I told her they wanted Transformers so I got these specific ones for them. She bought the same ones I had already gotten. Bitch. Like I said, I’m really not mad about it though…I find her immaturity amusing. And now I get to take all those gifts back and swap them for something better. It’s better than if she had just gotten something completely inappropriate that we were stuck with. And hey, this is the first time since the kids were born that either MIL or SIL didn’t buy the boys musical instruments for Christmas!
The boys didn’t seem to mind all the duplicate gifts. I just told them we’ll take them back to the store and swap them for something new. The thing is, they got so freaking much that they don’t need any more! I’ll probably wind up returning most of the duplicates for gift cards that I can use later for things they really need. When I was getting ready for Christmas, I found a huge bag of birthday gifts that I had put up to pull out later and forgot about! I’m hoping Ex actually takes them this weekend so I can go through their toyboxes and purge to make room for the new Christmas stuff. I would have them help but Squirt really doesn’t get the point. He always picks his favorite toys to give away and then for some reason wants to hang on to the crap happy meal toys and all.
As much as I wanted to hate the video game that Ex got for Squirt, after they went to bed on Christmas night, I hooked it up to the computer and played with the options for customizing the games. Turns out, it’s actually pretty cool. I downloaded the free game that came with it (not the violent one I had read about) and customized the math questions for that one and the Spongebob game they bought. I set both games up for 1st grade skills. For Squirt, I set it to ask addition questions 0-10. For Pork Chop’s profile, I set it to 1st grade geometry, 2-D shapes so it pretty much just asks him to identify shapes, how many sides a shape has, etc. Yesterday, I noticed that the game started asking Squirt subtraction questions. I thought I had accidentally selected that so I hooked the game back to the computer to check. It told me that he had mastered the addition learning objective I’d chosen so it automatically added in the simplest subtraction objective and addition up to 19. COOL! And once I got the questions in there that Squirt can handle, he loves it. I wound up ordering him two more games to go with it. They’re both reading games and you can put in your own spelling lists so I’ll put his sight words in there. No more fighting over practicing sight words! Two of the games that I got for Pork Chop’s Leapster are K-3rd grade games. Believe it or not, the boys have been taking turns with both games and Squirt likes the Leapster just as much as his Didj. I was afraid that he might think the Leapster was a “baby” game but he goes back and forth between the two. He even asked if he could keep the pink leapster for himself instead of me returning it. Pork Chop likes playing the Spongebob game on the Didj as much as the Leapster. I was really nice the other night and called Ex to let him know that both games turned out to be a good choice and the boys love them. Obviously he didn’t really want to talk to me, but I think it made him feel a little better.
So anyway, it turned out to be a good Christmas. My parents got me a stand mixer I’ve been wanting. FG said he knows what he’s going to get me but he ran out of money so I’ll get my gift this weekend when he gets paid again. I have an idea what it might be but I’m not sure. I’ve had an Adam and Eve gift card for a while that I haven’t used so I bought myself a Christmas present. 😉
Now I’ve just got to get my apartment back to normal and get everyone back on some kind of routine and get back to saving up for our trip to Florida in February. I decided to take the boys and go visit my cousin in Orlando the week they’re out of school for winter break. FG and his sister are also going to Disney with some friends that same week which should prove interesting. If nothing else, I’ll get some practice at enforcing boundaries!