Sometimes I really hate being alone and this is one of those times. I assure you I’m not one of *those* parents…I have two boys and boys get booboos. Squirt will tell you right quick that booboos make you strong and he has the muscles to prove it. At school, there were some parents that they hated to call when the kids got hurt but I wasn’t one of those. If they told me my boys had an accident, I’d ask them if it was serious and if it wasn’t, I’d shrug it off. Things happen.
Tonight I was in the kitchen doing dishes while the boys had a bedtime snack. Squirt came to get some more drink and was dancing around and cutting up and tripped over the dishwasher door banging his head on the refrigerator. Honestly, I didn’t pay too much attention…the first thing I said was “That’s what you get for goofing off in the kitchen!” He just laid there for a minute and then finally started crying. At first I thought the delayed reaction was a sign that he wasn’t really hurt, just trying to figure out how to get himself out of trouble. I handed him an ice pack and sent him on his way. He is a drama queen and I was sure he was just crying to get attention.
A few minutes later, he came running in the kitchen and told me to feel the bump on his head. When I looked, sure enough he had a long cut and a knot the size of a ping-pong ball on the back of his head. At that point I freaked out a little, but not really. I just told him to keep the ice on it and settle down. A minute later, I looked, and he was asleep sitting straight up. I woke him up, checked his pupils, and just kept watching him. Every time I turned my back, he fell asleep.
I called the doctor and she said as long as his pupils were the same size and he wasn’t throwing up that it was probably ok, just to keep him awake for an hour and watch him. Well, the hour passed but keeping him awake was no easy task. It freaks me out because he shouldn’t be that tired. After a little while, he told me that his stomach hurt like he was going to throw up but he never did. He also said that he heard a loud noise in his ears (ears ringing?) and that he just feels “strange”. I sent him to the bathroom before letting him lay down and he was kind of staggering and not walking straight, but if he’s really sleepy, that could explain that.
I called the doctor back and she said he’s probably just tired because it’s so late and that he might have hit his head hard enough to shake him up a little but that she doesn’t think it’s serious. Normally, I’d agree with her, but being here alone, it freaks me out a little. And, no, it’s not late enough for him to be that tired…I was fully prepared for him to be up all night tonight.
So what are my options? The urgent care place is already closed and I DESPISE the ER at County General. Trekking two preschoolers up there in the middle of the night is not even an option. Of course, I could call Ex and see if I could drop Pork Chop off over there while I take Squirt to the ER…I’m sure that would go over well. I could call my mom but again… And then there’s the money. Ex has to provide health insurance for the boys but dumba$$ got the cheapest plan they offer and it’s already maxed out for the year (I’ve taken the boys to the doctor twice!) So if we go to the ER, it’s all out of pocket. Not that any of that would matter if I really thought he was hurt, I just hate having to be the one to make the call. I wish I had someone else here with me to say yes, his eyes look normal, let’s just watch him or no, you’re not crazy, he’s acting strange let’s take him in.
And of course the Natasha Richardson and Billy Mays headlines don’t help any. Head injuries are scarier than usual right now anyway. I trust his doctor (I’m so glad she was the one on call tonight because I would be far less comfortable talking to a nurse or one of the other docs) and she knows me so she knows I don’t scare easily. Still, she can’t see the way he’s acting…I just wish there was someone else here to help me decide how far “off” he is.